Thursday, September 30, 2004, 11:34 PM
HAPPIE BDAE PAM!(u lyke pink ya?) may u not be as sarcastic as ever....may ur wishes come true...may u not get stressed over trivial stuff...may u be happy alwaez!

fatigue- suffering from it just lyke weiz, bt luckily my grp members r realli gr8, haf been sleeping at 3-4am this pas week.yup,eyeballs dropping out,eyebags drooping too.wad a blady disgusting look i haf now.skipped itab todae to do te EC proj wif jasmine ONLINE (haf been on dat for the pas few daes) yea i noe everybody is as tired as me.i cant help it.went to shop for formal clothes ytd wif mum at town, i just cried while selecting the clothes cos my mind was more occupied wif completing the projects and of cos the blady deadline.i lost my temper at mum and she still consoled me,cute. unfortunately,while on the way back,she slipped and fell and was warded into ttsh, dislocate or sumthing which needed operation,good grief huh.worrying man..worrying...
todae EC presentation was erm bad,not prepared...got tongue tied and erm dit badly.i can say its partly due to my brain totally not functioning and dat i wasnt able to think on my feet,gr8 dat it's onli a mock....if nt.....
to money:ya feeling better ger?hope everything's fine .....gotta char siew bao..siu mai and dua bao wif me k...
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Tuesday, September 28, 2004, 10:51 PM
depressed...yeah super depressed....it's lyke pws are piling up one after another

listened to alicia keys's 'i aint got ya' over and over again (as if i not kek sim enuff)

to hell wif sku,skipped lessons a few daes in a row,decided to come sku cos yaya's stats wif me,met weiz during lunch and chat over wad has happened over the blady week (skus and stuff..moan and groan...the ger woe died at T17...everything...finding comfort)thnx weiz,luv ya!

skipped accts and discussed EC,jasmine,farhan and i got very enthu during the 'entertainment' part,ideas start flowing..shiok.discussed for quite awhile and brain juices cudnt be squuezed nemore so we went back tog.

well pam's bdae is 2 daes awae,yeah missed her lots..hope she's doing fine in jj (lyke oso very stressed up) dunnoe wad to get 4 her,she's more den my best fren, she practicall noes wad i'm thinkin and my actions,thou very sarcastic...still luv her lots....happy bdae ger!will get ya ur prez and send to jj..directly to ur hands,and will ring u up...it's alwaes u woe ring me up...i will do the honour this time hehe(if i haf da time)!

well went to grandma's house to play fireworks and erm candles, burn my hands lotsa times man,burn the lanterns too,gotta a feeling the neighbour's irritated wadeva, i lyke woe cares.
the moon's super round and bright sho nice.ate mooncakes till sore throat urrrhhh....

it's back to depressed state....doing pws. crying in front of da screen to vent out my frustration.


I HATE PWS!!!!I HATE SKOOL!!!!


Manda tilts head_______* ;

Sunday, September 26, 2004, 10:57 PM
yeah yeah not been blogging.
friday nite---went to natas travel fair (gotta feeling we going china for hols),din bother bout econs (lyke since when dit i bother)
sat----econs test (blank mind and woke up late,defintely late for econs test),came out of the room and was discussing the different projects wif the grp mates ,confusing huh,went to sentosa wif erm jasmine,farhan (we r attempting to do ec proj),joel,weeliang and jonathan.
keep choke slaming jasmine on the bus ride,haha wad she said true ,pasir ris beach to me is erm amazing but to her its just another facility near her house,chat bout her puppy too (glad she has decided on the name,oreo sounds cute) the 3 of us walked arnd fort siloso (desperately needed some revamp man),so tiring cos we tooked the long cut and took loads of pics (formal and informal).fortunately the van driver was nice and drove us up and down fort siloso.the best part of the journey is dat we took the rite bus to fort siloso but din noe when to alight,so we alight at some ulu area and erm tried to find the monorail but couldnt so took the shitty bus again and got dwn at the rite stop after lyke an hr?so chic had to push forward her meeting wif bryan.had a nice time esp da part where i wore an army bandana and took a pic hehe
sun----slaackish day wif no money to spend and dying to go shooping(buy clothes of cos),not been town for quite some time.luckily mum brot mi there tog wif sis and bot mooncakes and shop.
goal----to save up enuff money and pay back my mum for the creative tech products i bot,to buy more clothes
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Thursday, September 23, 2004, 11:00 PM
not been blogging for days, to tired to do nething except sleep, after days and nites of mkting proj, even as i rest i had to dream of the proj man,can u imagine...phew
newae today was late for itab ..lyke AS USUAL..mrs chew nagged AS USUAL..money msged whether we going for EC,just see our no-mood look (nah dun wanna see delonix face..thou next week's ec proposal due urrgg ..)as we left the itab room,i promised mrs chew i wun be late the next time and will be 5 mins earlier,she said '5 mins earlier den 1230 iszit?'woah so sarcastic my goodness i guess coming to poly i do learn the art of sarcasm by tutors esp...they are so fond of it...yaya and i luffed our way out of cos (she luffed louder cos during econs tut she kana,so nows my turn hmphf)went to eat wif da gals at fc4, msged money to inform her bout ec and tried to trick her budden failed,she dun sound freaked out nor excited,wad a poor liar i realised i was,kewl huh i betrayed the trust of everyone.when i say something serious,they will go 'yeah rite?!u sure?!iszit?!'thnx huh
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like music :x
Tuesday, September 21, 2004, 1:13 PM
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah

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everything means nuttin???

skipped lessons today,dunnoe wads wrong wif me this few daes been skipping lessons lyke nobody business.
reason being erm woke up late?dun bother but the lessons?person arnd heart not arnd?
wadeva...tok to weiz online...she at salc....again we cant mee up...thnx to erm me..
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like music :x
Monday, September 20, 2004, 6:57 PM
these colours taste like music :x
mum bot burger king for dinner (i'm glad i haf sumthing to eat as she doesnt noe how to cook) we find food u see....not bad i think cos i'm hungry....doing my mkting project (how tiring...i feel so sleepy but haf to struggle on) cos y..due on wed...urrgghhh....happie dat it is going on smoothly i mean lyke at least we dit something hehe...oops the coffee spilled on my leg...cleaning it up...so much for multi tasking eh
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Sunday, September 19, 2004, 1:33 PM
I'm fugging pissed off wif wadeva is going on now....we haf to cancel the malaysia trip cos y?my sis has to do her fugging report.pyschic msg me this morning dat we haf to postpone the sentosa trip,ok I'm fine wit me cos i think we will take a short while(and will go eventually),and last nite mum suggested going over to johor this morning for lunch,hurray how exciting,it's been awhile since we all haf the time to do sumthing tog,unselfishly.
well guess wad....'sorrie man i haaf to do an urgent report...haf to be back eaarly'so wad now....thou johor is near from us....its doesnt mean we haf to go there for a few minutes and be back.so mum say we postpone the trip,ha postpone means never gonna go there again.(please pple,i may not haf the fugging time in the future).i decided to change my bedsheet and do my farking econs tut and of cos...show my fugging black face....must they mention it in the first place and get ME so excited and THEN disappointed(i rather they dun even say it), fark them!I'm alwaes the one sacrificing everything,sacrificing my study time the day b4 accounts CA to shop wf my mum and sis for gowns,sacrificing my day out to mingle arnd wf my sickening family,I'm fed up ...fed up...y cant THEY fugging put themselves into my shoes and see how much i haf given up just to spend some time wif them?!oh yeah so now i declare war wif the pple,they wanna go malaysia the next time round,'sorrie pple I'm not free for the next few years' since they like to take my free time for granted ,so be it.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like musi
Thursday, September 16, 2004, 9:15 PM
a new layout.....somebody complained dat my tagboard is too hidden.....so i changed and now she complained it's too pink,wth.so hard to please pple these days hor,am i rite kacheng mao?
den again...during itab today....joel coco saw adjusting my blog and he said POLITELY 'i help u type ur blog k?' thnx for the effort huh......he ended up making up some stories bout guys proposing to me and i'm some shitty dilemma,so much for his help.
skipped EC after itab today,lessons this days are sure not meant for pple lyke me (it's boring and it has the person-here-heart-not-here thing wif EC lessons..i dun blame DELONIX....maybe its the atmosphere erm or her so called slang....)
newaes.... i'm quite fed up wif wadeva i'm doing....it's getting on my nerves...shruggsss...i need to get alive man.....
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like music =x
Saturday, September 11, 2004, 12:05 PM
these colours taste like music =x
i wud appreciate if someone can save me!
dreamt of my fom project...woke up suddenly to do make some equiries wif cuz kevin,thnx him dat i got some bloody info.went to leehwa website (oh my gdness!they won so many awards in marketing effectiveness) thnx you very much,you haf 'helped' us alot.how to make recommendations for improvement when they r oreadi so farkin successful,oh wad the...itz gifing me headaches,i haf to do on their placing strategy...how 'easy' huh....no brain juice to squeeze huh
was praying for some kind soul to help me out wif this project...luckily chunkeong is taking the lead,to wait for jon is to wait for pigs to fly (thanx huh)
all this projects r practically driving me nutz....i can even dream of it waaaaaaaaa...eeks man
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like music =x
Thursday, September 09, 2004, 7:43 PM
these colours taste like music =x
was not feeling so well today,my whole body was aching man,urrgh,slept alot.psychic msged say dat farhan sprained his ankle and yaya is sick (hope they r getting better),took the bus out and when i saw the msg,took the bus back home again....slept thru so tiring man,luckily jie bot marshmallow for me ,ate some just now so nice.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like music =x
Wednesday, September 08, 2004, 7:59 PM
these colours taste like music =x
chunkeong msged me saying dat he tricked jon.oh just as well,tricked him so dat he dun come and mess out what we've been doing.i can say the grp does better w/o him arnd ,in case he starts rebuttin and creating unneccesary comments (i will just show my fugging displeasure thru my black-face).was sleeping when the grp was discussing,so tired ,saw dayanna and her cd grp at the opposite table,chat for awhile and get to out fugging business.
dismissed at arnd 4am,jie called to say her printer got prob,i haf to help out in return for a pizza treat at jp.ok deal,ate the grosteque otah pizza (eyew!dun ever try it if u get dwn to pizza hut,itz horrid wif a capital H huh)jie treated me to marshmallow,better tase man.went to her hostel and my attention was diverted to playing badminton.....played for awhile,jie haf to go for her meeting so i chatted wif suyin (her roommate) and fell asleep.nice sleep.
todaes entry is long man,cos haf to crap bout jon (my uncooperative grp member woe lyke to say 'YOU can go to the toa payoh library to checkit out,instead of WE'.....wads the pt of a grp fugging shit...
Manda tilts head_______* ;

these colours taste like music =x
Tuesday, September 07, 2004, 1:18 PM
these colours taste like music =x
to psychic:thanks psychic! for 'alerting' me,no wonder i can't get the blog up.
now is the term break,well lyke they say term break...do projects and finish up those fugging tuts,uurrgghhh....
to kacheng mel:sorrie kacheng!i wanna tell u in msn man....piang ur blog no tagboard oso...i link u le k...
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Kiss me =x
Sunday, September 05, 2004, 1:01 PM
Kiss me =x
just changed the skin,it somehow broke on me man..wad the hell
Manda tilts head_______* ;

=these colours taste like music=
, 11:05 AM
=these colours taste like music=
Urm was not too xcited bout this stuff at first cos we will be getting involved wif dogs,ya see i'm nt some animal lover...i'm afraid i will start screaming and yelling the moment i see canine lyke stuff....itz going to b a disgrace
oh well went there and i changed my mind,the dogs looked far cuter den i tot---ok my fault

den again we had to do environmental stuff....i learnt to fold the paper windmills and grasshoppers (thou cousin steph said it looks like a legless and headless creature...ok i dun blame her she's ignorant hehe)
not bad eh i learnt a new skill,touched the dogs and screamed thou....money brot me to her workplace at WWW,her colleagues were cool and friendly,she's more like hafing fun at WWW den working,itz sucha nice place(cuz eric will be bringing me there i suppose..dun sso hor..)
ok the day ended wif the queengang stealing all the goodies (not stealing...it'z taking ---blame it on the management's negligence whaha)we practically took everything,took loads of pics on jasmine's camera thou yaya and i almost ruined the queengang pics by posing rubber faces--exciting indeed--
off to chalet.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

i dun gif a damn
Saturday, September 04, 2004, 12:56 AM
=these colours taste like music=
oh well went to some dunnoe-what-ya-call-that chinese restaurant for ah gong's bdae,i m so displeased wif my grandfather for nuts.i went on account of my mum,he has this old traditional thinking for nutz that boys are superior than gurls...he already has 2 sons and even a grandson--aka my sickening cousin (spoiled,bloody brat).dun blame me for ranting on,itz been years since the time i left for china wif him.UUrrrGhhh,come to think of it what regrets man,his mind was full of my brat cousin,i shall not dwell on this lest pple thinks i petty.though irritated,heard from mum dat grandfather is not feeling well,keke shall do my part as a grand kid and call him up,using m pathetic hokien to show concern..
Manda tilts head_______* ;


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