Monday, January 31, 2005, 1:37 PM
yeah miss u too lily sista.where da hell ya went?nt quite fine.i haf such a disapproving body.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Friday, January 28, 2005, 11:31 AM
ok this is so cliche.life is lyke a box of chocs,u never noe wad ya gonna get.
dunch noe whether this applies here.i mean it's usually an analogy for goot things.for optimism.
hur.gotta msg fr pam dat ma 'cher(Ex vball coach.i mean lyke one year plus) has passed away.spare me my whinnin.SAd- a word used to often in life n in ma life.pple juz come n go.
i dun noe whose next n i dun wanna noe (i noe it's evil but i've ta get real).
da whole morning was spent findin out da exact location of da wake.din go accts cuz was just too stunned n couldnt accept it (c,i wos gonna visit him in da 12-3 break).nt a chance.
thou he tot me for year plus (little rantings here and dere),he nurtured ma vball skills(at least i noe some diggin n spikin).he jus left lidat.lidat.
i wanna cry yet i can't.grieve and shock reign over da will 2 cry.this ain't no drama-mama.
me:wad tym do we meet at clementi?
pam:hm said he passed away.Ytd.

he went jus lidat.da marathon runner,health conscious and d&t cher everyone knew is gone 4eva.

Musik-Ginuwine-differences
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (You made adifference in my life)
You were that special one (I knew you were thatspecial one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love (When I first laideyes on you, babe)
You make my love complete (You make my love complete,darlin')
You are so sweet, no one competes (No one competes,baby)
Glad you came into my life (No one, no one)
You blind me with your love (No one), with you I haveno sight (Come on)
My whole life has changed (Oh...whoa...whoa...whoa...)
Since you came in, I knew back then
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Sunday, January 23, 2005, 1:38 PM
i wanna shit.excuse me.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Saturday, January 15, 2005, 11:36 PM
nt been blogging.trying to adjust my life ya see.

to chic:wahah!gotcha da video and u can watch it for another 34567890000 tyms and cha get sickaf it n i shall make da change agn!

someone mentioned bout pple blogging these days 4 da sake of it n nt cos they felt sumthang.it has become a pri sku journal where ya go yakking away ur daily routines.iszit.for me i thang it's cos of ur daily routines dat's why ya get a feeling outta it.dun ya pple.wateva

went money's hse in da afternoon,lyke our appt was at 9am den 11am.uh huh so it was always da case ha.so dit da proj and stuff and left.well it's alwaes when we get into some wad-not trouble dat da 5 of us r arnd.this ideas thang proved it heh.

left and met mum and jie at twn.if there was this fashion police going arnd 2 catch worst dressed pple on da strt.i wud gladly be cot.red shirt-jeans dat felt lyke shorts-orange slippers dat simply din go wif da whole thang.wad do u wan me to do?go bck ta queens fr pasir ris (sg is nt a 'red dot' after all dat travelling) and get a more decent outfit,dream on.
so it was da obvious stares 'wads wrong wif dis gal?' or 'fashion disaster!'.lyke wadeva agn.
i stared bck lyke i gave a hoot bout them.
well coming 2 nice stuff.i bot a skirt (beeny and lily ya shud noe which 1 heh) and jie bot a board short from splash'.so da goot thang bout cumin out wif mum is alwaes this.had ichiban boshi for dinner and i ate this unagi kanagawa + 2 bento sets.
mum:da service is goot huh
jie:surprisingly goot since it's on a sat
me:-__- shuddup and eat.

dad came 2 fetch n we ATE agn.fishballs waha.i mis dat.

home after dat.i'm farking full.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Saturday, January 08, 2005, 3:13 PM
i noe it sounds cliche eh but thnx peeps.I'm fine.really.

I keep it versatile, cause that's my style
Form hip-hop to bip-bop
I've been with shorties round the world
Variety is just my personality
Sometimes I just don't fit in I see the open doorways
But no one wants to let me in
Grandma made me understand material things don't make the man
Try to find that inner wealth and learn to love yourself
Lately it's so hard to find peace of mind
I just got to get away from the haters and the instigators
The mis-conceivers and the non-believers
People don't believe the hype 'cause Leehom ain't no stereo type
Listening to da musik of-
Leehom- Not cha average thug
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Thursday, January 06, 2005, 9:34 AM
i dunnoe wads wrong wif me.
i hate everything.
i vomit everytime i see food.
i screeamed when i see my mum.
i cry inside when i falter at relationships.
i'm sick for nuts combined wif a 'turmoil' lyked feeling.
u noe it when u start drinking non-stop and fagging non-stop.woe cares.woe stops me.nobody.
i'm grounded dats it.
u hear sumthing early in da morning dat goes 'i've change ur hp,u dunnoe da number,i can call u to track u down!'
just shoot me.
fuck da world.
fuck everybody.
leave me alone.

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Music-craig david-walking away
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Monday, January 03, 2005, 8:41 AM
an eventful new year's weekend.

tym now is 8.43am and I'm gonna take an MC.throat inflammation due to dehydration.well dats wad my mum said.partly cos of da eventful weekend.

friday --- beeny came to my sku.slept in da bus on da way to town.met lily.went zara blah blah...we were suppose to shop but gdness this 2 blurheads had forgotten to bring da most impt thang.yeah $$. gj came ltr and pammy was even later.by da tym she arrived ,we were feeling so lethargic and started taking pix at yoshinoya wif gj's camera.i had bloodshot eyes while beeny and lily were feeling slpy.walked arnd twn,i mean wad else can ya do there.it's boring.we had no mood for countdown.we sat at taka,lily and i went to fag till we got stucked in da dark end of da building,scary.da moment we got out.yeah we screamed ha.
i think pammy was influenced into this slpy mood thou she was super excited when she came.
went coffee bean and tok lyke for several hrs.endless gossips.den i realise i had miss out on alot in gess,mabbe i wasnt even bothered or mabbe 'antenna' nt long.home after dat.tired and shagged.

sat -- suppose to meet wileen and pple but by da tym i woke up it was afternoon. headache too so went back to slp again.money called and she was ... dunnoe wad to say.it sounds worrying so we met up at hooters for a drink.ordered drinks and chicken and 2 jugs of bourbon pepsi. tok for awhile b4 chic came,i realise i wasn't difficult to understand afterall,thnx to money.so we sat arnd and chat till money ... it was super worrying , well no further elaboration.we were arnd to wipe dat tables,straighten da glasses and finish da jugs ,hehe if not bo hua.money practically lyke wad chic said,'worried da shit outta us',it didnt dawn on me dat it will happen.it didnt.i realise den pple are vulnerable.next tym pls get us out if u wanna chill,never alone k ger.well hope u r feeling much better ger,sorrie if we cudnt help much,but just rmb dat we are 'one call away',hehe da plain water toppled btw.ok this is so cliche,alwaes look on da bright side of life!!it gets so true when i need to say them.

went to cousins' bday ltr.and ya went drinking agn.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Saturday, January 01, 2005, 3:19 PM
NYRs-new year resolutions is all say and no actions.
Manda tilts head_______* ;


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