Thursday, November 25, 2004, 1:24 AM
its 125 am in da morning and i cant slp.y?nah nt cos of cheena trip today but cos i simply cant slp.heh.
lily strucked wif mensus and i'm nt.i just seemed to understand y i cant get it after gorging myself wif all dat cooling stuff and wad i get in da end is gastric(too much cold stuff) and lily gotit unknowingly.wtf again.its da first time i DESPo for it since i gg away for 2 weeks,i wudnt wanna go 'hey i got my mensus!' on da coach when we r on d mountains in cheena or sumthing lidat.how terrifying!

newaes,had gr8 fun wif lily and beeny.seeing them is just so amazing oreadi.i mean da company i get just makes me so over da moon.ooh.cine din PrOVIDE shutter soo we hopped to ps.gotta da tix and went dwn for capp mcflurry.siting there happily fagging and toking bout interesting pple we haf met.go over to spar and get a pack for the 'post fish and co' candies yum.shutter was kinda ok lyke it has this predictable scaary scenes,and lily and beeny and i were super close to each other when these scenes came.ya noe we can practically buy a 6.50 seat and share it among da 3 of us.da best was lily...she was so 'head over heels' and i mean literally!haha so farnie..da way she screamed...grabbed...hid...covered...pls its ok ger!dats wad happens when pple watch horror flicks,dats normal!cute.went to fish and co for dinner.da seasonal grilled fish topped wif sambal sauce was yummy!tasty and da meat is soft.VERY full meal.took a train to esplanade and this performance was going on.da she-male (i think it was a female wif a male voice) sang this mexican-italian country folk song....its so kewl 2 sit at da pavement to fag and watch this delightful performance..it just adds 2 da oreadi fine ambience....da moon..da..river...da picturesque cbd..da bumboat...its gr8 4 chillin out.
the night is still young bt its time to zhao.beeny crossed over for her bus.lily and i waited for ours.195 came and i bid goodbye...this goodbye seemed quite saddening for me as i dunnoe when i can meet lily again (she starting sku next week) its busy bees for pple lyke us wif projects drowning us up.hopefully da next sems can meet up.luckily beeny is stil hafing a hols.ya rock pple!
Manda tilts head_______* ;

scissor sistas
Tuesday, November 23, 2004, 11:35 AM
went to ttsh first den to town.each of us bot a few things.nice.cudnt meet beeny and lily but changed da date to wed instead.
so nice of them to delay watching shutter so dat i can watch it too.thanx huh hehe.
can't wait for wed to come...cos lily gg bck 2 sku next week and i gg cheena,the next time we meet mabbe next sems,bt beeny will still be hafing a hols,gd 4 ya!

gems i haf selected (as in general elective modules)

1.network marketing
2.techiques for creativity
3.effective negotiation skills
4.sun zi art of war (ha...this sounds terribly interesting)
Manda tilts head_______* ;

, 11:32 AM
went ttsh first den to town ytd.cuddnt meet beeny and lily but changed da date to wed.
so nice of them to delay watching shutter so dat i can watch too.thanks huh hehe.
cant wait for wed to come,cos lily starting sku again next week and i going cheena...wanna meet agn mabbe haf to wait till next sems...sian.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Sunday, November 21, 2004, 11:59 PM
was seeing a pair of shades which reminded me of shandi in america's top model.she looked damn blady goot in dat fotoshoot, wif dat blady huge afro hairstyle and dat orangey shades.pperrrfect.and i cud shout it again pperrfect.
friday-went out wif mum to several parts of spore to shop.something gd bout shopping wif mum is dat she pays everything.gotta few trenchcoats.
sat- din go to pammy's chalet i'm afraid.sorrie beeny,lily and pammy.went for briefing in da afternoon den do my hair at amara's.evening man when I'm done.mum got this spunky looking contrasting coloured hair spiked (nt olinda style k) while my cuz say my hair looked lyke sylvester from sg idol.gdness.i'm nt dat fanatic.i yawned so many times dat the stylist looked seemingly irritated haha.he offered tea to perk.no use.saad case.ate subway for dinner.as usual sweet onion chick teriyaki.nice
sun- went gwc shop wif mum and jie .den 8 course dinner.luv da fish.
it's either food wif beeny and lily tml,or buy bag for sis tml,i mean today.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Thursday, November 18, 2004, 3:05 PM
just changed da skin.after all dat i've done i realised da ultimate farking prob lies wif da taggie...uurrghhh waste my time man.i cud haf just change da taggie.
well i lyked this one,it has this cool feeling....they use warm colours.placed a video at da bottom(yeah i noe it seemed so outta place),but the music can add to da oreadi sombre atmosphere.wad 'ain't got ya' den 'angel'....i looked lyke a love depriving kid heez.

well suppose to go WWW wif jie today,lyke so excited.her xams just over and everything.got this sharp pain at my stomach,dunnoe wads the blady prob.weather's goot and everythang.i alwaes seemed to go out on rainy days.wads the farking prob again man?!haiz so cancelled the trip.wad a waste for da weather's so goot.
i shall rot and slp.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Wednesday, November 17, 2004, 5:03 PM
my previous post was deleted.y?laggy blog wif evrythang lagging.lyke wad lily said,it takes a zillion years to load.i cut da music off and it still lagged.wtF
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Sunday, November 14, 2004, 2:31 PM
yeeaah lily,read ya blog!
i updated ya site k.since u dun wan ur 'fan club' to c ya site or sumthing.
pardon me,so fast?!since everyone is leaving,how can dat scrooge handle everything,o so poor thang.to think dat i was kinda touched when he made da drinks for us,i tot 'lily has a gr8 boss!'.haha turn out to be this naggy-annoying-one kinda irritance person,urrrghh.its not he sack u .its u SACK him .
u mean victor and those pple can't stand him too.i betcha da prob def lies wif him man.lyke wth.
but in 2 weeks to leave is def fast lyke b4 ya know it,u r gone.yea
woe cares lah,i understand how ya feel man,lyke the am at jacks,he practically ruined my life and dat now dat scrooge is startin to pick on ya since da day binny and i went there.yea we r to blame,sorrie lily hai u kana sae by him.him of all pple.can see dat u still lyke CAN lah,i mean woe dosent?binny and i went there and were lyke totally absorbed into dat slack-and-relax mood,woe dosent hehe...
o gr8 u saw melody?dit she fag?i mean lyke most pple woe go dere does dat.....dit she sat on the sofa?i sound so interested haha.
oh yeah...i dunno whether i can go to monks on fri....but if can r we still going since binny can't?u stil intend to go CAN first den monks or wad?
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Friday, November 12, 2004, 1:59 PM
its raining now and i got farking nuttin to do!
Manda tilts head_______* ;

, 1:09 PM
listening to CAN'T WAIT by avant.

yeap,i cant WAIT for dat bloody rain to stop,it just simply ruined my plans.uurrggh.

just screened thru alterbridge's webby,so kewl,i mean lyke they spent so much farking time doing up their webby but i dun realli see them promoting themselves on tv or sumthing xcept lyke on MTV.ok they sound lyke creed or do they dun.
read the newpaper.din noe our local band pple or shud i say SOME looked not bad,haha theres this dunnoe jap-aussie or wadeva he is looked kinda cute.den this gal wif long plaits or r they corns looked swee.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Thursday, November 11, 2004, 4:06 PM
and then and then...

happy deepavali to all indian counterparts!

most of the shops lyke never open today leh...i cant find food,i mean lyke difficult to find nice food.oweells.
i shall eat the day away since mum is treating me to a meal at dunnoe-where-the-hell-place tog wif the aunties and blah blah.
oh yeah we suppose to play mahjong and watch rented vcds this week wif cord and binny.and guess wad,its nearing da end of da farking week!am i lagging of wad....or r we realli behind time dat when it just flies,we tot we had done wad we r supposed to do?
maybe..perhaps...if this is going to happen during this hols, i believe when sku starts...errr i will behave as if sku is 2 weeks behind,seriously behind time.uhhuh

going makan now.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Wednesday, November 10, 2004, 11:45 AM
so rot at home the past few days.now not as penniless thou.

the sofa has this depression which i haf created due to constant pressing arrrghhh.
too slackish can't help it.

to eunerak: haha thnx huh...yeah and i flattened those visitors rite?!

to chic: hey man...dun tink so much into it....enjoy ya hols and hopefully everything wil work out fine, sorrie man i outsider,no rite to comment into ur family affair thou...haf fun k?

Puddle of Mud-Blurry
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obsceneI
wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Monday, November 08, 2004, 1:25 PM
saw this blue cookie monster on my head.had this urge to rip its head off.

yeah they came back at midnite and brot me my dinner.i almost died of starvation man.
i 'thank' my parents.

now i m penniless.had to even borrow one buck from my sis to buy da farking mint ice cream and i onli can afford one...ONE!my wallet is on the verge of damage cos of too much rubbish...yeah rubbish but not cash,wth!

cold warring wif the family....yeah u may think i m childish...but sometimes i think they tot they noe me very well.....well well....they're wrong...
yeah i m childish....but i hate the fact dat they alwaes oppose me..in one way or another.they knew i m hungry and penniless yet they brot my dinner to me when i was bout to go and sleep!
i looked lyke a starving beggar woe can afford a mint ice cream and eating chips which r bout to expire.
i think its time for me to apply for da bumboat job b4 i starve to death.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Friday, November 05, 2004, 10:42 AM
not been blogging dat i noe.
wed--met binny and cord and headed to sp to return the-damn-blady-overdue-and-i-havern-watch-it DVD,donated 'funds' to the sku library so nt worth it man.eeks
sis gotta work so followed all the way to C.A.N cafe,such a retro cafe man,everything there is the beatles-era stuff,even the sofa.
da sofa has this big depression dat once u sit on it ,its diff to get up.yeah it worked on us,we sat there 4 practically 5 hrs.
sis had to juggle btw the diff sections in the cafe while binny and i chatted over everything,ordered fishchips,calamari,2 drinks dat tasted kinda nice,played daidee.
the aircon tend to be too overwhelmed by the pple smoking,the aircon has this food-beer-smoke smell.its realli a cosy place.kewl indeed.sat there till 11+.tok tok tok and headed home.
thur--jie's bdae,HAPPY 19 Birthday!u r older so pls shuddup and think before u scold me!she can never...and i say never dun scold or whack me,can she just blady think wif her head not wif her ass?!oh great..a year has passed so quickly,i cant imagine she reaching the age of 20...hope for peace to the world..k she hafing her xams now so quite ke lian thou.went out makan...and i had to buy a cake in the rain+storm,holding an umbrella dat seems to be flying away..my whole jeans was drenched.so sick.
dri--meeting pam,mei,sis at harbourfront.heading to sentosa in this i-think-the-rain-is-coming weather.owells.going now.
Manda tilts head_______* ;

Wednesday, November 03, 2004, 11:55 AM
itz da holz.dats kewl.but dats aint great.too sian
entry gonna be alittle long.fun mah.
monday--- fom paper,wad i study din came out so mostly answered the qns wif my blady common sense and nehow write to see if it fits.yeah dats how i tackle diff qns.

met sis at town.omg its lyke she waited for me and binny to haf hols and now its our turn to wait for binny to haf hols.wad a drag man.
ate crayfish pasta.was lyke damn blady full.lunch wasnt goot cos the chicken rice tasted lyke shit,ate a full dinner to compensate.yum.
so headed to topshop after dat.i being too sua ku was so amazed by the stuff.
sis bot a shirt while i bot a belt.so nice.waiting for binny to release den can continue to shop.fun
headed to esplanade,so nice.sis intro the mia var or vice versa,kinda kewl place.yeah can go on our one day food trip.
this cute guy intro us to take bumboat ride.yeah he's kinda cute haha wif da silver specs.ok lor since he charged us lesser den usual.
hopped onto it and fagged.boat no biz so da driver offered to teach us the traits.oh kewl,so sis drove it and yeah it went left-rite,rite-left,left-rite,how 'experienced'! there was this big wave and woosh,drenched me slightly.
the uncle kinda kewl.we enjoyed it for a small payment of 18 bucks accompanied wif lessons on life.
we alighted at clarke quay where we saw this shop selling bracelet (ancient looking wif kewl beads.bot 4 for lyke 10 bucks.headed home after dat.

meeting sis and bin now.

Manda tilts head_______* ;


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