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i'm so bothered by ma TP which is diz cuming thur.
i guess dats partly y i was or got so emo diz past few days...bear wit me pple.thanx fiz who had been spurring me on before ma revision lessons wit short and sweet smses.he jus knew dat i was either pissed wit da instructor or simply pissed wit maself. thnx granddotter linglong gege,haiz lao fo ye certainly WUD lyked to be a goot role model,but all depends...so fucked up lah.oso thnx chic for da well wishes,i hope i wun letcha down.
i'm stressed.mum said dat if i din pass dis tym round,wud hafta wait till i gt ma diploma...which is wad?2 yrs tym?!all my pdls and theories wud haf expired.*pengz.
'i do not want it to seem it's da case where i'm forcing ya to take ur driving,after diz test,its up to ya.'
cos she noes dat dis few days,at da slight mention of da word 'driving',i wud either sulk or change subject (my usual response after da first failed attempt).urgh.
if i actually see it in another way,perhaps she's jus trying to encourage me to focus during lessons,or goad me to pass ma TP.which is goot.
godmum rang me up to inform of a chalet coming up,so mum added dat if i pass diz tym,she wud rent a car (which is wad happen when jie passed hers) so dat both of us can drive da car back and forth,fetching pple and stuff etc.
personally,i WISH TO BLADLY HELL PASS DIZ MUTHAFUGGA TEST PPLE!but if things jus go beyond ma control,lyke fever and flu (which farking hell hindered ma performance during da first attempt) or weather (rain is a no-no),i simply jus hafta rely on ya,luck.
travelling to and fro,queens-gombak,gombak-queens,dover-gombak.....is fucking tiring.i do know WHY maself.its alwaes da case after driving,i get so tired i jus need a goot rest.It's as if gombak has sucked ma soul off me or sumthang,i just feel so lethargic.i hated dat feeling.i really do.
ok mind bogglin thangs aside.
i shud digress.
wenta toa payoh for a heartlanders shopping trip.its certainly crowded man.u can realli get cheap stuff there.
i rmb yaya told ashley i do wear pjs to slp,ya and its those kinda cartoon characters where u can simply get at pasar malam.BIG and AIRY,i like heh.cumon,its to be worn to slp,i'm nt gonna wear it to town n parade k.
ashley:wah so dat means when there's a pasar malam ,u can see manda chionging for da pjs,neng nia chap kor (2 for 10 bucks in hokien)
me:waha,cute mah,den very airy,i hate wearing shorts and shirt to slp,it jus gets so uncomfy.
so yeah,i bot 2 today,and some earrings coupled wit a bangle,towels...u cant expect much from heartland shopping k.
wad?patronising LV,gucci or prada shop in da heart of toa payoh?!
ya've gotta be kiddin.
